The day I chose the right hand path

Welcome. I am honored that you have taken the time to read my inner most thoughts, secrets, and experiences as a psychic. This is an excerpt from my personal journal; the very beginning of the day my life took a right hand turn and never came back...

DECEMBER 29, 2002

I have owned this journal for over a year now. It was given to me by a friend I am sure I knew before in a previous lifetime. At the time I thought "What a cool book, maybe I'll write poems in it the way I used to in my adolescent years", but I didn't. I just held on to it, unsure of what its purpose would be until today.

You see, I've been on a real path of self discovery for about 2 years. In 2002 in the age of Aquarius has been the strongest for me spiritually and psychically. I have been dreaming on a nightly basis. It's almost as if my mind can't wait to sleep so it can live or experience, so that it can share something with me. Has this ever happened to you? These dreams are sometimes scary, thought provoking or unexplainable. I have been predicting events that have actually happened due to these dreams. Unfortunately, only my dear husband Chris can attest to this at this time. Most of the dreams I have are in color. I am very conscious of them. I know that I am dreaming while this is happening. I think I can even go somewhere else in my dreams, control my movements and even wake myself up. About a year ago I had an experience where I saw myself get into this beautiful glass, almost diamond like, bathtub or basin. It was spectacular! The colors reflecting from the light like a diamond ring would on a new bride's finger, only much brighter. There were bubbles in the tub and I walked towards it to get inside. Oh no this is getting kinda sexy huh? I sat down, it was warm and so beautiful and for the first time I was completely unaware of the big body that my soul lives in. Which is usually what I think about especially when I'm in the tub. =D Then, there was an angel..I think. I say angel because she was tall with ivory wings. Huge wings with gold little vein-like seams. She was wearing a white robe, and she was so beautiful. Her skin was sheer- it was as though you could see through her, but not completely. Her features were not 3 dimensional. She seemed to have jewels on her gown and her hair and face sparkled. Now back to me...I am an Aries lol. I had my back towards her, she came up from behind me and I never looked at here face to face. I actually watched the whole thing as if I were in the 3rd person (which i now know we call remote viewing). The angel took 2 or 3 steps upwards, then stepped inside the tub as if I weren't even there. She wrapped her enormous wings completely around me. I felt tears, an emotional release, as if everything was made right. There were no more ailments or worry inside of me, only joy and happiness. I remember while being in the 3rd person that I worried for myself. I felt like she was squeezing me until all my oxygen was gone. Then that 3rd person was no longer. I became the one in the tub and I owned the feelings I described above. She disappeared and I cried uncontrollably. I sat in the tub and watched every drop go slowly down the drain.

When I woke up I felt very heavy. I couldn't lift my legs and arms. After this experience my dreams were even more exciting. Some were in super color (they don't even exist in this world) and they are living (I was feeling their vibration) Even dark colors are darker than our spectrum. I can even smell in my dreams now and hearing in this world is but a whisper compared to hearing in the dream world. This is the day I was reborn. I stood up and walked for the very first time in my minds eye and took a right hand turn.

Namaste,

Jackie